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2022

This will be the first blog of 2022 and the first time I’ve blogged in quite some time. Where did I go? What’s been happening? Well….I didn’t really go anywhere….my life just kind of went nowhere…and I hung on. I think mentally I went into trying to survive and figure things out. The last fewContinue reading “2022”

So Many Movies

I’ve been away. Depression sucks big time and its a liar. As I slowly crawl out of my hole, I’m going to attempt to write more but put no pressure on myself as I have enough going on. During this time I’ve been watching a ton of movies and random TV shows, mostly on NetflixContinue reading “So Many Movies”

Loss

Its bad when I can’t remember the last time I posted on my own blog. I want to laugh about it, but instead I find myself wondering why. That will be another post though. Right now, I’m mulling over loss. The effects it has on people, places…things. My family can be incredibly secretive, for theContinue reading “Loss”

This better have a trophy with it…

So after literally almost an ENTIRE year of stomach issues…where I’m now down to being able to eat like ten foods, I’ve had an upper GI scope. And I’d like a trophy for it, also I’d better be getting an achievement with an unlockable skin or something. Even if its just me wearing one ofContinue reading “This better have a trophy with it…”

Doubt

Doubt: to be uncertain about something or someone: to have no confidence in someone or something. I wanted to make sure I got the Webster Dictionary definition as I’m once again doubting my ability to use my brain. Part of this whole EDS thing, for me, is a fair amount of brain fog. Brain fogContinue reading “Doubt”

Learning What I Need

I’m going to start this blog by saying, I’m exhausted and so this will be short. When I say exhausted, I don’t mean like tired. I mean my limbs are beginning to feel like lead and I may fall out of my chair because my body can’t hold me up any longer. Its a frustratingContinue reading “Learning What I Need”

We Have Another Diagnosis!

Remember back a couple weeks ago when I mentioned my story started with a diagnosis? Well, buckle up gorgeous! Cause we got another one! And by we, I mean me. EDS. Ehlers-Danlos Syndromes, I’m hoping you got the s’ in that. I didn’t at first. According to The Ehlers-Danlos Society (I’ll be putting their linkContinue reading “We Have Another Diagnosis!”

Helpful Things From Me To You

I’m incredibly exhausted and unable to type up much so I wanted to share some things I enjoy watching and find helpful! Please enjoy!

Where do I start?

Why is it children think adults are so free? Why is it when I became an adult I stopped dreaming? When I was a child, I thought I’d have all this freedom as an adult. I’d also have money and be able to do anything, there would be no restrictions on what I could do.Continue reading “Where do I start?”

My Story

When I first started blogging or attempting too, I had all these ideas of helping people, saving the world and making money. I had more and more expectations of myself and I always failed. Always. Eventually, I’d become worn out. My mind would get the best of me, life would get busy and I justContinue reading “My Story”