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Modding Skyrim and why its helping my mental health

So…I’m a gamer. We won’t get into what this means to me or anything like that in this post, instead lets talk about why I find figuring out how to make mods work on an older game helpful. I love to download and sort mods, I’ve made a random hobby of it. Though I amContinue reading “Modding Skyrim and why its helping my mental health”

Utter and Constant Exhaustion

I wanted to write an incredibly deep and moving blog, but honestly my brain is crap. Its 3am and I’m still awake. I’ve spent most of the day sleeping because my hip is out of place….again. But this time instead of just being an inconvenience, I’ve been dealing with pain which makes me cry….just toContinue reading “Utter and Constant Exhaustion”

Games: The Falconers: Moonlight

This is not a game for the faint-hearted or those easily disturbed by gore, idea of gore or violence. It’s an intriguing concept to say the least, starting out as a young Falconer in a damp, misty town called Moonlight in New Zealand. A place which has just seen its fair share of tragedies andContinue reading “Games: The Falconers: Moonlight”

What am I doing this week?

Feels like such an incredibly unimportant question to ask when it seems like the world around us is drastically changing. So much happening, and for some it can feel as if one is just a small bystander. Watching history being made but unsure of how to help make it. For me, I see it allContinue reading “What am I doing this week?”

I’m not everyone’s type….

And I’m totally okay with it. I’ve found it incredibly freeing to give myself permission to not be everyone’s type and to be okay with it. Just like everyone is not my type. In my mind this isn’t a hit to my self-confidence or my image. Its similar to how I don’t like every vegetableContinue reading “I’m not everyone’s type….”

My First Blog Post

Do not take life too seriously. You will never get out of it alive. Elbert Hubbard I find this quote hilarious, partially because it’s true but also I deal with passive suicidal ideation. Bet no one saw that coming. Suicidal ideation is when you wish you could die but have no plans. In my caseContinue reading “My First Blog Post”

The Part Where I Say Hi

I’m starting a blog and I’m terrified. Instead of keeping my thoughts to myself and locked away in a safe place, I’m spilling it out. Why? Because I’m telling my story and hoping people will hear it. That they will know they aren’t alone and it’s okay to feel lost, confused and scared in thisContinue reading “The Part Where I Say Hi”