Uncategorized – Speaking Outloud

2022

This will be the first blog of 2022 and the first time I’ve blogged in quite some time. Where did I go? What’s been happening? Well….I didn’t really go anywhere….my life just kind of went nowhere…and I hung on. I think mentally I went into trying to survive and figure things out. The last fewContinue reading “2022”

So Many Movies

I’ve been away. Depression sucks big time and its a liar. As I slowly crawl out of my hole, I’m going to attempt to write more but put no pressure on myself as I have enough going on. During this time I’ve been watching a ton of movies and random TV shows, mostly on NetflixContinue reading “So Many Movies”

Loss

Its bad when I can’t remember the last time I posted on my own blog. I want to laugh about it, but instead I find myself wondering why. That will be another post though. Right now, I’m mulling over loss. The effects it has on people, places…things. My family can be incredibly secretive, for theContinue reading “Loss”

This better have a trophy with it…

So after literally almost an ENTIRE year of stomach issues…where I’m now down to being able to eat like ten foods, I’ve had an upper GI scope. And I’d like a trophy for it, also I’d better be getting an achievement with an unlockable skin or something. Even if its just me wearing one ofContinue reading “This better have a trophy with it…”

Helpful Things From Me To You

I’m incredibly exhausted and unable to type up much so I wanted to share some things I enjoy watching and find helpful! Please enjoy!

My Story

When I first started blogging or attempting too, I had all these ideas of helping people, saving the world and making money. I had more and more expectations of myself and I always failed. Always. Eventually, I’d become worn out. My mind would get the best of me, life would get busy and I justContinue reading “My Story”

Modding Skyrim and why its helping my mental health

So…I’m a gamer. We won’t get into what this means to me or anything like that in this post, instead lets talk about why I find figuring out how to make mods work on an older game helpful. I love to download and sort mods, I’ve made a random hobby of it. Though I amContinue reading “Modding Skyrim and why its helping my mental health”

Utter and Constant Exhaustion

I wanted to write an incredibly deep and moving blog, but honestly my brain is crap. Its 3am and I’m still awake. I’ve spent most of the day sleeping because my hip is out of place….again. But this time instead of just being an inconvenience, I’ve been dealing with pain which makes me cry….just toContinue reading “Utter and Constant Exhaustion”

Games: The Falconers: Moonlight

This is not a game for the faint-hearted or those easily disturbed by gore, idea of gore or violence. It’s an intriguing concept to say the least, starting out as a young Falconer in a damp, misty town called Moonlight in New Zealand. A place which has just seen its fair share of tragedies andContinue reading “Games: The Falconers: Moonlight”

What am I doing this week?

Feels like such an incredibly unimportant question to ask when it seems like the world around us is drastically changing. So much happening, and for some it can feel as if one is just a small bystander. Watching history being made but unsure of how to help make it. For me, I see it allContinue reading “What am I doing this week?”