life – Speaking Outloud

Doubt

Doubt: to be uncertain about something or someone: to have no confidence in someone or something. I wanted to make sure I got the Webster Dictionary definition as I’m once again doubting my ability to use my brain. Part of this whole EDS thing, for me, is a fair amount of brain fog. Brain fogContinue reading “Doubt”

We Have Another Diagnosis!

Remember back a couple weeks ago when I mentioned my story started with a diagnosis? Well, buckle up gorgeous! Cause we got another one! And by we, I mean me. EDS. Ehlers-Danlos Syndromes, I’m hoping you got the s’ in that. I didn’t at first. According to The Ehlers-Danlos Society (I’ll be putting their linkContinue reading “We Have Another Diagnosis!”

Where do I start?

Why is it children think adults are so free? Why is it when I became an adult I stopped dreaming? When I was a child, I thought I’d have all this freedom as an adult. I’d also have money and be able to do anything, there would be no restrictions on what I could do.Continue reading “Where do I start?”

My Story

When I first started blogging or attempting too, I had all these ideas of helping people, saving the world and making money. I had more and more expectations of myself and I always failed. Always. Eventually, I’d become worn out. My mind would get the best of me, life would get busy and I justContinue reading “My Story”

Utter and Constant Exhaustion

I wanted to write an incredibly deep and moving blog, but honestly my brain is crap. Its 3am and I’m still awake. I’ve spent most of the day sleeping because my hip is out of place….again. But this time instead of just being an inconvenience, I’ve been dealing with pain which makes me cry….just toContinue reading “Utter and Constant Exhaustion”

The Part Where I Say Hi

I’m starting a blog and I’m terrified. Instead of keeping my thoughts to myself and locked away in a safe place, I’m spilling it out. Why? Because I’m telling my story and hoping people will hear it. That they will know they aren’t alone and it’s okay to feel lost, confused and scared in thisContinue reading “The Part Where I Say Hi”